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Home » Personal wellness » "Forest Bathing"- my first experience by myself in the woods with my eyes closed

"Forest Bathing"- my first experience by myself in the woods with my eyes closed

Published: Mar 27, 2020 · Modified: May 4, 2021 by Matt · This post may contain affiliate links · 4 Comments

Have you ever heard of “forest bathing”?

In Japanese, it’s called shinrin-yoku (森林浴). That’s what I’m doing right now,

or was doing a moment ago.

I’m writing this introduction in my notebook

while sitting here all alone.

My legs hang over a mossy, weatherworn footbridge

along a woodland path.

All I hear is an unidentified bird chirping,

the stream gently tickling the air beneath my bare toes,

and the sound of my own breath–

in…and out…

Today was my first time meditating in the middle of the woods

with my eyes closed.

forest bathing

As you may or may not already know,

I’m getting over a broken heart.

The numb ache of emptiness in my chest,

the loneliness of losing my go-to companion,

the questions left unanswered,

it’s all still in me.

Suffering likes to play its game of hide-and-seek

in the corridors behind my smile’s closed doors.

forest bathing

Back before I entered the forest,

when I was still in the car,

I’d been holding onto more than the steering wheel.

There was part of me that still clung onto my past relationship.

With it, I was holding onto the loss

and the suffering.

I held onto the worry and uncertainty about the future.

Deep down inside,

it was fear.

It was my fear of being alone,

and never meeting anyone else who would love me

like she did.

forest bathing

Back then, I couldn’t describe why I had to go meditate in the middle of the woods.

All I knew for sure was that it was meant to be.

If what I was afraid of was being alone,

then that’s exactly what I needed to go do–

be alone.

forest bath

The scared, little boy in me had always lacked courage.

How had I allowed fear to control my entire life until now?

All this time, I’ve been running away.

Cowardly ducked under my shield, powerless,

I guarded my heart from what I feared most–

rejection.

Now, the time had come to confront my demons

once and for all.

To become a warrior, a boy does not put on his armor.

He takes it off.

I cried like a baby.

No one was there to hear me.

forest bath

In the dark, I heard voices,

the low murmuring from a man.

I heard crackling footsteps on branches broken,

the rustling of leaves, 

and a knocking sound that sent vibrations through the rustic wooden bridge.

Shaking,

I could feel it in my entire body.

I was afraid.

forest bathing

The voices went away.

When it was time to open my eyes,

nothing had changed.

It was me, alone,

with my friends the trees

and a little, black bird.

forest bathing

From up above the stoic trunks of fragrant pines,

I heard the birds rejoice.

Even though my heart was broken,

they still only sung songs of love and grace.

I witnessed life in nature–

nothing was missing,

nothing was wrong.

forest bathing

To the trees, all that existed was right there and now.

I didn’t hear the lines of pines fret in horror,

“What if summer never comes?!”

“We’ll be stuck out here in the cold, freezing!”

They whispered

only when there was a breeze.

forest bathing
Getting dark… On my way back to the car

Now, I’m back home from my trip.

This morning when I reopened my notebook,

I found the miniature outline of a bug.

Had I inadvertently pressed its life away between two pages?

The tranquil silhouette reminded me of where I had been sitting

above the stream,

completely vulnerable to my surroundings.

I could remember how at peace it felt

to be detached from the human world.

forest bathing
A beautiful surprise at the end of my journey “a campfire lights up the night”

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Comments

  1. Jisun (Sunny) says

    April 12, 2020 at 1:34 am

    So beautiful and real. Thank you for showing up authentically, having placed fear aside.

    Loved reading the lyrics your Spirit weaved, and the accompanying pictures were breathtaking.

    Thank you for sharing yourself, Matt.

    Reply
    • Matt says

      April 13, 2020 at 5:43 am

      Your comment melted my heart. Thank you so much for all your support and love, Sunny. Every time I read the line about taking off my armor, I think of you ! ! !

      Reply
  2. Ainhoa says

    April 13, 2020 at 5:35 am

    Beautiful words for recovering from a broken heart. Forests are magical. I can’t wait to be able to go back to the middle of the nature. Congratulations for your experience and thank you for sharing it ^.^
    It helps a lot.

    Reply
    • Matt says

      April 13, 2020 at 5:49 am

      Thank you, Ainhou. I'm so grateful for your comments. It means so much to me. I know I'll be doing this for the rest of my life. It was one of the best experiences of my life. Sending you love!

      Reply

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